My Buddy Tino
Tino, my Marley, has taken a turn for the worse. He needs to wade through the Red Sea with me. He is old and tired. I settled in next to him, much as I just had with my dad and put my head down on his chest and gave him permission to go if he was just too dog tired to stay around any more.

I finally broke down and called the vet this morning, but I didn't want to. What if they suggest putting him down? Not now, not so soon after we had to let my dad go.
Saturday and Sunday he didn't walk, eat or drink; he couldn't go out. We had to wipe up puddles three times. So I knew I had to call.
Then when I got home this afternoon, after taking my mom to WalMart to get new glasses (she lost her other ones three days ago; has turned the house upside down looking for them and I know they will appear in a really strange place when we aren't looking anymore...) and doing other errands that have been put off) Tino wasn't in front of the door. I panicked.
But he was back in the family room looking out the window, and he got up and went out for the first time in three days.
I am going to keep the vet appointment, a little less afraid of what is to come, but still apprehensive. I know he is old and tired and I am going to have to say goodbye soon. I'm just not ready.
Labels: dogs that can't walk, incontinent dogs, Old dogs
